Every Girls Dreams

I believe every girls has this dream about getting married with their sweetheart.
Wearing the white wedding gown with the bless from their families and friends.
The day where you gonna be a wife soon maybe your own little family which is knows as a mother.
A day which every things were perfect and beautiful.
Everyone looking at you and a day that belong to you and the person you love.
Sharing with everyone you love.
Well,actually i post this title without any reason.
Maybe just recently my relation with him been a bit rocky.
There's so much feeling i wanted to express but is too complicated.
I really wish that he's home now.
Though,Cartier is a nice choice to be a wedding ring.

Vincent Willem van Gogh.

Vincent Willem van Gogh.
I am not any artist but I'm so in love with arts.
Since i start working at Davinci creative development center.
I learn so much about colours and the technique.
Everyone who loves art surely will admire an artist that well-knows in this industry.
Well,since i been start training at The One Academy i started to learn bout the artist and their background.
I would love to share this artist work that i admire.
This artwork is one of my favourite called The Starry night.

Eve Night

It's 10.19pm now.
Do you know what is the origins of "a.m" and "p.m"?
These abbreviations represent the Latin phrase ante/post meridiem, which mean 'before/after midday' . They actually have been in use in English since 17th century.
Okay,what i wanted to post now is obviously not about the time.
Today is 24th of December which is known as Christmas Eve.
Which is the day before Christmas Day.
Christmas Eve is also seen as the night when Santa Claus makes his rounds delivering gifts to good children.
For me today which is the day before i celebrate my 2years with the person i love.
Yes,indeed is 25th of December which known as the day we be with each other.
2Years being far apart is not an easy task.
But we are now still happily together even far apart.
There's this words needed in our relationship which is called as
" TRUST"
Next week i will be slightly busy at work due to the notice-board things i been engage to and which is needed to be done before the school holidays end.
Is my off day today until Sunday.
Yes ! 4 days off. (ha ha)
Even though i did not celebrate eve or Christmas or our 2 years.
I had a great night alone with my mom.
My brothers is chilling out with his friends to count down for this festive seasons to begin!
Last but not least Merry Christmas..

Working in an environment surrounded by sweetie.
Super bored at work but yet still fun.
From Left : Yap Inn Tung,Ch'ng Kai Wei,Charrisa Teh Lu Xuan.

A . Day . Off

My brother and Strawberry Colada


Classic Pizza

Seafood risotto

Mussels And Clam???

A tired day but an enjoyable dinner with my mom and bro.

Trying.

I might not be the most heart-warming person.
I am trying hard to communicate with people.
I am trying my best learn to social.
Not that i don't want to communicate is that i don't know what should i say.
What topic i should start.
I am trying.

Shop with my babe

Outing with my babe.We went to damansara wordermilk cafe then straight to midvalley the garden.We had our brunch at delicious.I bought my present for my dear..
Babe,when is gonna be our lagoon trip?

Full House,Sunway Pyramid

The menu


My mom

Soft shell crab


Cabonara Pasta?


Pan-fry dory fish ????


Wild mushroom soup with almond


The Enviroment



The food overall were okie.
Nothing much interesting about it.
The enviroment and decoration were really beautiful.

Festive Season

X'mas always been known as the most warm,beautiful celebration.
Which is also the month that i always looking forward.
This picture remind me of a sweet pair of couple celebrating christmas.
Yes,Call Me Jealous.
I totally AGREE.
There's no reason.
Friends only yes they are.
But as a person a girl.
This kind of situation is sensitive.
You might think i think too much.
You might think i am selfish.
I don't care.
You will know how to it feels when yours are far away apart.
Nothing can be done.
Because i got no right to voice bout his friends.
He got the right to choose.
How will you feel 2 girls staying over his house?
How will you feel if it happen to you?
Sometimes this thing is not bout trust or not.
Is bout how a person feel bout this sensitive matter.

Always Proud

After so much dé·jà vu he gone through. Working so hard, Trying so hard, Some peoples will thinks "everyone works hard too". Yes,is true. He want this so much. I see him goes Up and Down. Dull and Happy. Stress and Confuse. Nothing i could help or do. All i can is to be there to support. Be supportive,Be there for him. I might did not achieve what i mention. I'm sure he feel my heart. Always being there for him. Always be proud of him. I'm always proud of you.

Twilight Saga : New Moon

I waited for month.
Finally is here !
Twilight Saga : New Moon.
I'm a very big fans of the books of course.
The book its self is a really good book.
The movie was okie but the greatest things is you get to see it with ur eyes what you get from the book as we know the book is so much more detail and much more interesting.
I'm "Team Edward" but New Moon is more for those who is " Team Jacob".
I still love the movie alot as i am so in love with the books.
Still bravo for the movie.
New Moon we get to know the world of Werewolves and the Volturi.
Edward leave Bella behind.
Bella and Jacob had a really close relation together.
For those who haven read the books yet is definitely a must.
No regret no disappointed for all the 4 Twilight Saga Books.
Very looking forward for Eclipse and Breaking Dawn Movie.
Much more to be come!

-zk-

Who the hell you think you are to comment about who are we.
Who we admire.
What we like.
Just shut ur big fat mouth,I'm sure no one will say that you cant talk.
You don't deserve to judge.
You don't even read the book before please shut ur big fat mouth.
You do think you can write and be a author of a book that have 4 series that can make the world talking bout you?
The answer is NO !
Please your damn brain and think.
If you don't have a brain use ur ASS to think !
USE YOUR SENSE AND KNOWLEDGE'S !!
I don't care who the hell you are when you had step on my line.
Even my bf best friend i don't care!
Just Mind Your Own Business!

Hector Zkan hates twilight

Deric Tan

y ?
haha

Yesterday at 11:32pm

Hector Zkan

jijik betul..

Yesterday at 11:33pm

Ben Lim

but now got moon

Yesterday at 11:33pm

Deric Tan

=.=

Yesterday at 11:34pm

Deric Tan

ninja assasin the best la .

Yesterday at 11:34pm

Ben Lim

deric act de is the best lar...lolx

Yesterday at 11:34pm

Deric Tan

rapist assasin ~

Yesterday at 11:35pm

Ben Lim

hell yeah...eh tmr nite how...on bo? MOS got event wor...name = Black n White

Yesterday at 11:35pm

Hector Zkan

watever new moon or old moon...still menjijikan

Yesterday at 11:36pm

Deric Tan">

Deric Tan

ah moi marah !!
hahahaha

Yesterday at 11:36pm

Jiaz Leen">

Jiaz Leen

nice anot?????

Yesterday at 11:36pm

Lim">

Ben Lim

u betul2 cannot K

Yesterday at 11:38pm

Zkan">

Hector Zkan

i will nvr watch it le..geli betul when i see those muimuizai crazy for them

Yesterday at 11:38pm

Deric Tan">

Deric Tan

haha ..
jangan la macam ni ..
haha

Yesterday at 11:38pm

Deric Tan">

Deric Tan

siao liao la u like tis say ..
haha

Yesterday at 11:39pm

Lim">

Ben Lim

u also say mui mui zai d lar..

Yesterday at 11:39pm

Deric Tan">

Deric Tan

haha ..
ok la ..
gua mau tido jor ..
2mrw workin ..!!
wakakakakaka

Yesterday at 11:40pm

Happy Birthday

I'm now officially 20 !!
I'm now older more matured more responsible more decision.
I had a small celebration with my high school close friends shin yee and wai hun at Pizza Vs Satay at kota kemuning after work.
Had a really casual but warm dinner with them.
Enjoy and happy for sure.
Really wish my dear is here but is okie i know he need to work.
Lately,my dearest bao having some personal problem.
Hopefully,she'll be really tough and strong !
Everything will be fine.
thanks you for all the precious wishes from all my friends and those on my facebook friend list that i don't really know them.
My dear send me a sms earlier at 12am,simple yet sweet warm wishes.
Thanks to everyone that been there with me.
And Thanks to my dearest cousin babe shiroi be with me since our life as a childhood.
Never ending love ( Roi , bao , Mom , Family , Dear , Shin yee )
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAR yAN!!

Early Celebration

Hit-tea at Sun and Surf Cafe to celebrate my birthday. Suppose to celebrate at the actual date which is tmr but need to work. Tomorrow after work will have a small celebration with Shin Yee and Sam. Had a great day even my laptop having some problem. Everythg will be solve soon hopefully. Filled up with Fats now. Work harder for diet. Next week gonna work fro the whole week. Whenever think of the 7 days works feels so so so tired. What to do. Very looking forward for the month of DECEMBER (lots of holiday).

Target

Even my mom birthday is on Feb17 but i been squeezing my brain juice thinking what present to get for my mom.This few item were on my list since my mom dying to have it whenever she pass by the store and another one she fall in love when she first saw it.

1.Heels from Jaspal



2.*Prima* flat from Crocs

Good Morning Teacher

Wake-up early every weekdays morning.When to work from 7.45am-6.30pm or later.
Been sleeping really early every night.
Enjoying my life.
Sometimes how will it be without him in my life i wonder.
I really don't know.
Almost gonna be 2years soon.
I feel bless and happy but yet feel really hard about it.
I know I'm troublesome.
But you never fail to cheer me up and help me get through tough moment.
You do have ridiculous moment too * no kidding*
I never dream of us together before but fate bought us together and getting stronger n stronger our relation which i will never want to give up.
I'm trying hard to accept your very own new look.
I need time and time and time and time to accept it.
Is about accepting the different appearance from you again.
Since our time together is less and limited and need to see you look different every time you're home.
Maybe you think that I'm insane or mentally crazy fight for this problem.
I just wanted to express my feeling bout it.

But i'm always happy to have you.

Lazy People Always Sleep

Always sleeps i just don't understand why is he always so tired.
Even is his off day he sleep until afternoon he still carving for more nap.
Even after nap he still need to sleep early cause he say he's still sleepy.
I'm speechless nothing i can said but goodnight.
Wonder why is he so tired and sleepy.
He work like usual no different wake up later than me.
Work much more less hours than me.
No Opinion.
No Comment.
Good Night .

Emotional

Lately been having a quite lonely night.
He been sleeping really early.
Which mean i had to online alone at night without him to talk.
Bao been facing some problem lately makes me feel really sad for her.
But i know things will be fine soon.
She know what she is doing.
I'm gonna start work soon.
I can't often sms with him anymore.
Mean our time getting lesser and lesser which make me feels really hard but i not dare to tell him about it at all because i don't want to spoil his mood.
Guys is always not as sensitive as girls.
Girls can feel it when their love one need them but guy can't feel it when their love one need them too.

His Moment

I wanted to share this happy moment to all.
The 2nd stylist coming out is my Mr.worm.
Cheers !

加油 !!

I been surfing through facebook just now.
I saw this picture updated at the sidebar.
Silly worm must be over stress out doing crazy dumb thing.
Wearing fake 7-11 shirt during mid-autumn festival.
Silly,don't worry everything will be fine.
All you need is bit more of confident bit more of courage.
Is your very big day tomorrow.
I'm very proud whatever is it.
Work Hard Work Smart.
A little of fixing and trimming.
It will be wonderful again.
Give out your best shot.
Because You Rock!



My dearest bao don't bother people point of view.
Most important self confident.
You don't need to impress others.
Be a proud person who cares how other look at you.
Don't Give It A Damn
Don't Judge A Book By Its Cover.



I'm working NEXT WEEK !!!!
As a good polite teacher.
BUT !
I am not teaching art anymore I'm teaching English and Bahasa Malaysia !!
At K.Kemuning Tadika Tunas Riang for 3month before my course start as a part time job.
I need extra $$ for Cny cloths and prezzie for my Mr.worm and of coz not to forget ole-ole Bali treat for my beloved bao as her welcoming home treat!!

choco-licious

Is crunchy from the outside soft and sweet at the inside with a little touch of bitterness of the dark chocolate.
Totally heavenly for those who is a dark chocolate lover.

My dear bought me this super licious ferrero chocolate contain super delicious yummy licious dark chocolate..Is a much more nicer version of ferrero for those who love dark chocolate and not so a big fans of nut and almond.Die die must try !


You will never had enough of the it.
P/s: this product above haven't arrive to Malaysia yet.

Mr.Clumsy Worm

Outing with Mr.worm this few days.
We went to jogoya for lunch to celebrate our 1year 9month *wee*
Helped me to re-perm my hair.
He is not coming back for 4-5month not till next year Chinese new year.
That's really break my heart.
I know he work really hard and thank for his super considering caring heart.
Love me to the MAX right?
However he cant come back for my birthday but instead he had gave me my BIRTHDAY PRESENT !!!!!

You work really hard and saving is the biggest problem.
I receive a Laptop from him as my birthday present.
Thanks you dear i really feel really bad that u have to spend so so much on my present.
As to make me feel not so bad i decided to bring him eat canton-i..
I order alot and he trying his best t ate lot even he not really feeling well.
Dear I'm sorry and really feel pain for the saving you had save all this years in Singapore.
You leaving tomorrow.
I had to see you leaving me again..
I believe we can go through this together work hard for our relation and future.
Love you to the MAX

This will be his 2Nd time at Japan in the year of 2009.

Still feeling really envy you get to go Tokyo Disneyland for free during your 1st trip to japan for the Hoyu training.

You deserve it though after all the hard work and effort you put.

Finally,you're coming back home today!!

See you really soon.

eat.too.much

Outing with my high school friends Shin Yee and Sam at Sunway Pyramind.

Had our brunch at Italiannies.We order Mussels Lombardi,Caesar Salad,Classic Pizza and Classic Carbonara.

Sam left at 2pm due to her soon to be hubby need her to accompany him for company whatever.

Me and Shin Yee got nothing to do after just window shopping around,we decided to eat for 2nd round at Dragon-i but we just order their famous shanghai steam dumpling and Zha Jiang la mian to share.

We left sunway with our full and satisfied stomach.

Sorry dear i know i ate too much today.

One Day Trip

Super early 5.30am one day trip to ipoh with my family and uncle family.

Well,let the photos do all the talking.

Stopped at Bidor for breakfast at PunChun which is very famous for their Duck noodle and Taro puff.I personally think their franchise at K.Kemuning taste much more nicer then the original shop and those peoples who work at there were really rude they will just shoot you unpleasant words without any reason but the taro puff taste really good while the duck noodle i suggest kota kemuing is much more tastier.

After our breakfast we went to Sg.klah hot spring .

This Spring mountain water pool were insanely COLD.

Enjoying the so call hot spring boil egg.My mom and my aunt brought almost 20 eggs from home.

Our 3rd stop Ipoh for Lunch at Lou wong bean sprout chicken rice which were really crowded and their chicken were really tender,their hor fun were really silky thin and for the beans sprout is much more crunchy and juicier.The price were really reasonable too only rm64 for a meal that feed 8 hungry stomachs.

As for some exercise to reduce our fat we headed to a temple which is really weird temple almost every spot next to the statues had a boxes which you need to put money inside to make wishes.Quite alot of tourists even trying really hard to throw the money into small bowl that the statues holding to make their pray and wish.

We head back to KL for dinner at "Sek Yuen" Jln pudu which is an old restaurant that my Grandpa went there during his Mid-age days.

Great News

    Sam Tang and Her Soon to be Hubby

Today have afternoon tea with my high school close friend "Shin Yee And Sam"

Sam told us she gonna get engage to her sweetheart next year 10.10.2010 and their wedding ceremony will be held at end of next year.

Feel really happy and excited for her.

Love sometimes can be simple 2year relationship.

Her dream to be a perfect happy wife had comes true !

Sometimes long term love doesn't mean will be forever and ever.

There's short term love that can be really forever till death do us apart.

s.a.t.u.r.d.a.y

I had made my decision finally after all the wondering and thinking.

Thank to mr.worm and his BRO for all the useful information and opinion.

Thank to my Dearest Jun *Pj CAD is really a nice college with really cool interior inside* but i finally decide to go for degree at UTAR.

My Darling bao no worry i made a really intelligent decision.

UTAR DEGREE will be my TARGET. (muahahahaha)

Today went to bangsar with my mom shopping around at Jalan telawi 2 & 3.

Bought 2 pieces item Mooie and Cat whisker.

Targeted Bag from Moca still considering bout it.

Hopefully my darling bao doing really well at Taiwan now and finally had get used to the life over there.  

Good Luck Be Tough !

Decision?

Went to Pj with my bro today.

Visited few college for enquiry.

Stop by at Utar with is in the budget Graphic and multimedia Degree course.

PJCAD *pj creative art design* which also know as the new inti i guess graphic design in my budget still nice interior inside but only until diploma,it takes around 3 years for the whole course while Utar takes around 4years.

Feeling really confuse now..

Really don't know which college i should go is a really big opportunity my mom let to go back for studies.

Maybe i should enquire few more colleges?

Alfa or Sunway?

Dreams of course is to enter The One Academy but..

You know how much its cost for the diploma course which i couldn't afford it.

Utar intake will be Jan2010 while PJCAD intake will be next month oct2009.

I heard some of them said without a degree you need to work like a slave need 101% hardwork compare to those who hold a degree.

Is that true??

I don't want to waste my time anymore i am turning 20 really soon.

I made a minor mistake taking make-up course but i do really enjoy and proudly show my resume as a pro make-up artist not much make-up artist had the chances to do all those jobs.

Should i go for Degree or Diploma?

Worm Visit The Dentist

After nagging him for days since the day the worm told me bout the wisdom tooth.

I been repeating the same thing over and over again "VISIT THE DENTIST"

Had you every heard before some who had a toothache but they went to visit the DOCTOR instead of visiting the DENTIST.

I heard one before which is the worm who keep visiting and asking advice from doctor who said wait until the wisdom teeth grow first than see how.

The worm even asking advice from those who told him " wait it grow first la" .

I'm gonna kill him very soon if he still don't want to visit the dentist.

I'm bored and tired of telling that worm visit the dentist lar !!

Finally !!!!!! he visit the dentist today straight away the dentist did the remove wisdom tooth surgery.

Finally after 5 days of Mc for visiting the DOCTOR,He decide to visit the dentist anyway he gets another 2 days of Mc after the teeth surgery. 

TADAH ! he got 7 days of Mc all together.

The problem is solve.

(never take my advice seriously api pun mali)

r.i.p

My darling bao go edi flying all the way to taiwan for her studies.

Weather was crazy today.

In the morning were raining at the noon were burning hot.

My dear edi had a 5 days Mc due to his wisdom tooth. 

But he keep sleeping and sleeping and sleeping.

Lost hope chat msn with him for longer.

He'll just never stop sleeping never stop feeling tired.

The more he sleep the more tired and sleepy he is.

If he go to work also won't be that tired.

Once he had a day off he is like a worm and very lifeless.

I'M BORED TO DEATH !!!!!!