We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly

Monday, September 20, 2010

someday


This thinking sudden came across my mind.
When i was watching Kourtney and Khloe takes Miami.
When Kourtney with her baby boy.
Being a mom is a very big responsibility.
This word "mom" never ever cross my mind not till i am mayb 28years old.
Sometimes environment and peoples around really can affected a human thinking.
Especially,my friend Sam is getting married next month.
It can make a person realize is sweet and loving.
Make a person thinks bout their own wedding.
Some little things really could make me start thinking deep bout my own future.
My own family in the future perhaps.
Being with my lovely husband.
My very own heart-warming little cafe with my own artworks.
Human mind and dreams changes when they grow older.
Do you agree?

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Passion


art is my passion.
i might not be the most creative person.
i might not the greatest artist.
i might not be the detail person.
but.
i love art.
i love color.
what doesn't kill me.
what makes me keep improving.
trying harder.
do better.
still learning.
is my dreams.
my passion.
my love.
my future.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

love is in the air


whats is love?
love could be complicated..
love can be simple..
love can be chaotic..
love be happen in anywhere..
love make a person lost control..
love is unpredictable..

whats make a love goes around?
whats is love all about?
i don't know..
love is like deja vu for me..

why 2 person getting married in 1 month making love so fragile..
can the words consider bout our relation been repeated every-time when argument happen?
aren't this word is hurtful enough to destroy two happy married couple?
i don't know..
but is happening to my friend who is getting married next month..
due to his fiancee parent who gave her no option..
who gave him no option,which make him being the person who stuck between his parent and his future wife..
is insane..

make me realize that how important is to balance love..
to tolerance each other..
work things out in a different ways if it fail..
figure out whats the main point and problem of the argument..


i am still learning..
i am still changing..
but no one is perfect..
We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly..

Miss my koala bear darling Yi-Rong
Busy with my homework's..
Busy with all the assignment..
Busy with all the task as a bridesmaid..
Busy with studies..
No time to waste..
No time to stop..


But I'll always make sure myself have lots of time for him..
Support him..
Care about him..
Love him..
Make him happy..
Share my joy with him..
Be there for him..
Be his audience..



My beloved Bao leave Malaysia already..
Headed back to Taiwan continue her next new semester..
Gonna miss her a lots..
Take good care !

Friday, September 3, 2010

world of design

Started my college life ever since i leave UTAR.
currently studying at The One Academy.
my dream studying at toa
the principal gave some speech sort of talking craps.
will need to work harder than ever.
Baby,i wont neglect you even if i am busy.
i will arrange my time well and make sure we will have time together.
don't worry bout it.
i won't leave you alone.
thinking of working part-time in the morning.
should i?

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Bam

He's mine again.
He's my love again.
My love. ❥

Sunday, July 11, 2010

I can't put a full stop

i can't forget him
i can't stop missing him
i can't even put a full stop on him
i love him

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Cheated?

is my fault letting this happen?
if i made my decision harder can this be prevented?
drunk mind allow us to do things that over the bound?
my heart are broken into pieces.
i can't fix it.
why it has to be her?
why it has to be him?
why it has to happen to me?
i trusted that there's no problem with this far apart.
but i am wrong.
is my fault letting this happen.
i don't feel angry nor mad but i broken into tears.

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Trying Hard


Is the end..
Everything's is over..
This is the time that always afraid it will happen..
Finally,it happens..
Every moment and time stop here 833 days with you..
Even we argue.. Even apart..
Even is painful.
Even is hurtful.
Even the feeling sucks.
No matter what..
You are the baby i love..
The feeling is still there deep inside..
I need time to heal..
To cope with it..
To get used without your messages..
I am sorry that i being harsh to you..
I know you will say is too late..
I know you will say "blame yourself"
Maybe we really need a break to be without each other..
Is hard..
I never thought is that hard..
My heartache whenever i think of the time we spend..
The words you whispers..
Warmest hug you gave..
Sweetest kisses you had..
The hand i hold is no longer belong to me..
You are no longer my baby..
I'm no longer your precious baby..
I will always be there to support whenever you needed..
Be there to hear your words..
Learn to be a better person..
Irreplaceable..
Thanks for all the love you gave me..
All the cares..
All the sacrifice..
All the things you did to me..
Fight for me..
Appreciate what you gave me..
I know you feel me deep inside..
Is easy to ask a person to change but try to change yourself you will know how hard is it..

Monday, February 22, 2010

busy busy busy

Very Busy with my assignment.
With my homework.
Will update my blog very very very soon.