Trying Hard

Is the end..
Everything's is over..
This is the time that always afraid it will happen..
Finally,it happens..
Every moment and time stop here 833 days with you..
Even we argue.. Even apart..
Even is painful.
Even is hurtful.
Even the feeling sucks.
No matter what..
You are the baby i love..
The feeling is still there deep inside..
I need time to heal..
To cope with it..
To get used without your messages..
I am sorry that i being harsh to you..
I know you will say is too late..
I know you will say "blame yourself"
Maybe we really need a break to be without each other..
Is hard..
I never thought is that hard..
My heartache whenever i think of the time we spend..
The words you whispers..
Warmest hug you gave..
Sweetest kisses you had..
The hand i hold is no longer belong to me..
You are no longer my baby..
I'm no longer your precious baby..
I will always be there to support whenever you needed..
Be there to hear your words..
Learn to be a better person..
Irreplaceable..
Thanks for all the love you gave me..
All the cares..
All the sacrifice..
All the things you did to me..
Fight for me..
Appreciate what you gave me..
I know you feel me deep inside..
Is easy to ask a person to change but try to change yourself you will know how hard is it..