someday

This thinking sudden came across my mind.
When i was watching Kourtney and Khloe takes Miami.
When Kourtney with her baby boy.
Being a mom is a very big responsibility.
This word "mom" never ever cross my mind not till i am mayb 28years old.
Sometimes environment and peoples around really can affected a human thinking.
Especially,my friend Sam is getting married next month.
It can make a person realize is sweet and loving.
Make a person thinks bout their own wedding.
Some little things really could make me start thinking deep bout my own future.
My own family in the future perhaps.
Being with my lovely husband.
My very own heart-warming little cafe with my own artworks.
Human mind and dreams changes when they grow older.
Do you agree?

Passion

art is my passion.
i might not be the most creative person.
i might not the greatest artist.
i might not be the detail person.
but.
i love art.
i love color.
what doesn't kill me.
what makes me keep improving.
trying harder.
do better.
still learning.
is my dreams.
my passion.
my love.
my future.

love is in the air

whats is love?
love could be complicated..
love can be simple..
love can be chaotic..
love be happen in anywhere..
love make a person lost control..
love is unpredictable..

whats make a love goes around?
whats is love all about?
i don't know..
love is like deja vu for me..

why 2 person getting married in 1 month making love so fragile..
can the words consider bout our relation been repeated every-time when argument happen?
aren't this word is hurtful enough to destroy two happy married couple?
i don't know..
but is happening to my friend who is getting married next month..
due to his fiancee parent who gave her no option..
who gave him no option,which make him being the person who stuck between his parent and his future wife..
is insane..

make me realize that how important is to balance love..
to tolerance each other..
work things out in a different ways if it fail..
figure out whats the main point and problem of the argument..


i am still learning..
i am still changing..
but no one is perfect..
We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly..

Miss my koala bear darling Yi-Rong

Busy with my homework's..
Busy with all the assignment..
Busy with all the task as a bridesmaid..
Busy with studies..
No time to waste..
No time to stop..


But I'll always make sure myself have lots of time for him..
Support him..
Care about him..
Love him..
Make him happy..
Share my joy with him..
Be there for him..
Be his audience..



My beloved Bao leave Malaysia already..
Headed back to Taiwan continue her next new semester..
Gonna miss her a lots..
Take good care !

world of design

Started my college life ever since i leave UTAR.
currently studying at The One Academy.
my dream studying at toa
the principal gave some speech sort of talking craps.
will need to work harder than ever.
Baby,i wont neglect you even if i am busy.
i will arrange my time well and make sure we will have time together.
don't worry bout it.
i won't leave you alone.
thinking of working part-time in the morning.
should i?

Bam

He's mine again.
He's my love again.
My love. ❥

I can't put a full stop

i can't forget him
i can't stop missing him
i can't even put a full stop on him
i love him

Cheated?

is my fault letting this happen?
if i made my decision harder can this be prevented?
drunk mind allow us to do things that over the bound?
my heart are broken into pieces.
i can't fix it.
why it has to be her?
why it has to be him?
why it has to happen to me?
i trusted that there's no problem with this far apart.
but i am wrong.
is my fault letting this happen.
i don't feel angry nor mad but i broken into tears.

Trying Hard

Is the end..
Everything's is over..
This is the time that always afraid it will happen..
Finally,it happens..
Every moment and time stop here 833 days with you..
Even we argue.. Even apart..
Even is painful.
Even is hurtful.
Even the feeling sucks.
No matter what..
You are the baby i love..
The feeling is still there deep inside..
I need time to heal..
To cope with it..
To get used without your messages..
I am sorry that i being harsh to you..
I know you will say is too late..
I know you will say "blame yourself"
Maybe we really need a break to be without each other..
Is hard..
I never thought is that hard..
My heartache whenever i think of the time we spend..
The words you whispers..
Warmest hug you gave..
Sweetest kisses you had..
The hand i hold is no longer belong to me..
You are no longer my baby..
I'm no longer your precious baby..
I will always be there to support whenever you needed..
Be there to hear your words..
Learn to be a better person..
Irreplaceable..
Thanks for all the love you gave me..
All the cares..
All the sacrifice..
All the things you did to me..
Fight for me..
Appreciate what you gave me..
I know you feel me deep inside..
Is easy to ask a person to change but try to change yourself you will know how hard is it..

busy busy busy

Very Busy with my assignment.
With my homework.
Will update my blog very very very soon.

Every Girls Dreams

I believe every girls has this dream about getting married with their sweetheart.
Wearing the white wedding gown with the bless from their families and friends.
The day where you gonna be a wife soon maybe your own little family which is knows as a mother.
A day which every things were perfect and beautiful.
Everyone looking at you and a day that belong to you and the person you love.
Sharing with everyone you love.
Well,actually i post this title without any reason.
Maybe just recently my relation with him been a bit rocky.
There's so much feeling i wanted to express but is too complicated.
I really wish that he's home now.
Though,Cartier is a nice choice to be a wedding ring.

Vincent Willem van Gogh.

Vincent Willem van Gogh.
I am not any artist but I'm so in love with arts.
Since i start working at Davinci creative development center.
I learn so much about colours and the technique.
Everyone who loves art surely will admire an artist that well-knows in this industry.
Well,since i been start training at The One Academy i started to learn bout the artist and their background.
I would love to share this artist work that i admire.
This artwork is one of my favourite called The Starry night.

Eve Night

It's 10.19pm now.
Do you know what is the origins of "a.m" and "p.m"?
These abbreviations represent the Latin phrase ante/post meridiem, which mean 'before/after midday' . They actually have been in use in English since 17th century.
Okay,what i wanted to post now is obviously not about the time.
Today is 24th of December which is known as Christmas Eve.
Which is the day before Christmas Day.
Christmas Eve is also seen as the night when Santa Claus makes his rounds delivering gifts to good children.
For me today which is the day before i celebrate my 2years with the person i love.
Yes,indeed is 25th of December which known as the day we be with each other.
2Years being far apart is not an easy task.
But we are now still happily together even far apart.
There's this words needed in our relationship which is called as
" TRUST"
Next week i will be slightly busy at work due to the notice-board things i been engage to and which is needed to be done before the school holidays end.
Is my off day today until Sunday.
Yes ! 4 days off. (ha ha)
Even though i did not celebrate eve or Christmas or our 2 years.
I had a great night alone with my mom.
My brothers is chilling out with his friends to count down for this festive seasons to begin!
Last but not least Merry Christmas..

Working in an environment surrounded by sweetie.
Super bored at work but yet still fun.
From Left : Yap Inn Tung,Ch'ng Kai Wei,Charrisa Teh Lu Xuan.

A . Day . Off

My brother and Strawberry Colada


Classic Pizza

Seafood risotto

Mussels And Clam???

A tired day but an enjoyable dinner with my mom and bro.

Trying.

I might not be the most heart-warming person.
I am trying hard to communicate with people.
I am trying my best learn to social.
Not that i don't want to communicate is that i don't know what should i say.
What topic i should start.
I am trying.

Shop with my babe

Outing with my babe.We went to damansara wordermilk cafe then straight to midvalley the garden.We had our brunch at delicious.I bought my present for my dear..
Babe,when is gonna be our lagoon trip?

Full House,Sunway Pyramid

The menu


My mom

Soft shell crab


Cabonara Pasta?


Pan-fry dory fish ????


Wild mushroom soup with almond


The Enviroment



The food overall were okie.
Nothing much interesting about it.
The enviroment and decoration were really beautiful.

Festive Season

X'mas always been known as the most warm,beautiful celebration.
Which is also the month that i always looking forward.
This picture remind me of a sweet pair of couple celebrating christmas.
Yes,Call Me Jealous.
I totally AGREE.
There's no reason.
Friends only yes they are.
But as a person a girl.
This kind of situation is sensitive.
You might think i think too much.
You might think i am selfish.
I don't care.
You will know how to it feels when yours are far away apart.
Nothing can be done.
Because i got no right to voice bout his friends.
He got the right to choose.
How will you feel 2 girls staying over his house?
How will you feel if it happen to you?
Sometimes this thing is not bout trust or not.
Is bout how a person feel bout this sensitive matter.